The Diary of The Deranged Writer

10-Minute Warning CCIV

Last June 19, Friday, weeks after dark clouds hovered above me again, I felt tired of those clouds and focused more on the glimpses of hope (as an old friend would call it). A few people actually helped me focus those glimpses through good food and warm conversation, and I truly appreciate them. And believe me: even if I’m silent and in the dark sometimes, I still appreciate even the simplest act of kindness.

After a good weekend (particularly for my mental health), this afternoon happened. I had a productive day, but then I remembered one thing that started the most recent crisis, and something in me snapped. I also remember the goals I want to achieve a week after my birthday (and the mission I have to do to achieve that), but then again, will it even undo the crisis? It’s uncertain, and somehow my blood is boiling because of it.

Fuck this. I need an affogato tonight.

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Sing II

Shelter from reality, brooding in my throne
In goes the black kettle, buzzing with steam
Now I’ll grab a cup of tea blessed by angels
Glorious, comforting warmth, here I come

Sing (Poetry Series): I, II, III

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Always Watching V: Person of Interest – Judgment

Tonight, let me take a deep dive into Season 1’s fifth episode of Person of Interest, “Judgment,” where a tough, by-the-book judge is the next number John Reese and Harold Finch have to protect, and Detective Joss Carter has suspicions about her new partner, Detective Lionel Fusco.

Spoiler warning: This post contains major plot spoilers of the fourth episode of Person of Interest (Season 1), “Judgment.” If you haven’t watched it, please do so first before reading my analysis.