I’m Honestly Not Fine

The world moved on long ago
I’m still too far behind
Why am I still like this, though?
I’m honestly not fine

My gentle smile’s just for show
My fuel’s in decline
Is time moving fast or slow?
I’m honestly not fine

The world has forgiven me
But I still feel maligned
I can’t move on and be free
I’m honestly not fine

My heart is in constant ache
The sun still couldn’t shine
I’m still stuck with my mistakes
I’m honestly not fine


Header image: Simon Robben of Pexels. Edited in Adobe Photoshop 2025.

XLIX: Notes to Self XXVIII / Song of the Moment CXV

Today is the start of a heavy, personal week for me.

Because of that, tonight, I don’t want to be introspective or cheerful. Tonight, I want to be both.

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