I’m not going to lie. My birthday today sucked, and it’s my fault.
I don’t feel like celebrating because for once I want someone to set up a party or something simple to commemorate my 28th year of living on this planet. But I expected way too much, so I stayed at work for a few more hours even if I’m technically finished with work. Even my creative director told me to leave early, but I preferred staying and writing this piece.
I know I sound like a child ranting about not getting what he/she wants on her special day. But I rarely feel and be this honest about what I want. Is it wrong of me to want to feel special on my birthday?
Anyway, enough of my ranting. Let’s move on to what I want this birth month and Christmas this year! And, of course, I am waiting for my 13th month pay and Christmas bonus to actually get these babies.
I’ve been on a blogging roll since last month, and I couldn’t be happier with the way things are going on The Dispatch. I started writing again on the blog, tackled a bit more on pro wrestling, and came up with a new segment in Questions & Exclamations.
Since I started talking more rasslin’, I thought maybe I could write more Qs&Es this week by watching more WWE after going home from work. I spent almost 3 hours for Raw, 2 for SmackDown, 1 for NXT and 1 for the new cruiserweights-exclusive 205 Live. I enjoyed the shows this week (although I am a bit sad about the lack of Shinsuke Nakamura on the NXT episode), and I was able to jot down each episode’s important points. I said, “Oh, this is going to be great!”
And then I logged on to my WordPress dashboard, started transfering my notes, started expounding on those notes, and… and then… I stopped. I just stopped. I just stopped.
After spending more than 3 hours of watching and reviewing this week’s WWE programming, I felt burned out. Really burned out. It’s like those sugar rush episodes wherein it all ends up with you crashing down—in my case, it’s my mind on full pro wrestling overload that suddenly went BSOD. Maybe this is my mind telling me to slow down and rethink my strategy on how I run things on The Dispatch.
And slow down, I must do. I should just talk about my birth month since it’s now… December! (Yey!)