Trigger warning: This is a short post, but it has themes of depression and suicide. Please be advised.
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Song of the Moment LXXXIV: The Prodigy’s “Breathe”
It has been a stressful several weeks at work, and today is no different. Today, I finished a few repair proposals and ran errands for the company. And tonight, I’m working overtime while I listen to “Breathe” by the English electronic music band The Prodigy. “Breathe” is the soundtrack of my final phase of work for today—spiraling because of high pressure but still standing no matter what.
See you in the next post.
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Song of the Moment LXXXIII: Maroon 5’s “Back at Your Door”
Since last Saturday night, I have been listening to Maroon 5’s “Back at Your Door” (the final song from the band’s second studio album It Won’t Be Soon Before Long) on repeat, and it looks like it’s turning into my favorite Maroon 5 song over “Makes Me Wonder” because of the mental and emotional pain I have lately. The jazz-flavored ballad is so full of regret and yearning, and in my humble opinion, it also presents Adam Levine’s best vocal performance.
Listening to “Back at Your Door” last Saturday night kept me sane when my family was out of town and I was alone with my thoughts and my favorite Jack & Coke Zero. And what is the most painful part of the song—but I always go back to it? It’s this:
Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your doorNo need to cry about it
Maroon 5’s “Back at Your Door”
I may just die without it
Every time I wind up back at your door
See you in the next post.
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