sadness – Page 3 – The Diary of The Deranged Writer

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OK. What can I tell here under 10 minutes?

Today has been a sad day for me.

I woke up feeling sad. I’m sad when I had my breakfast. I’m sad when I took a bath. I’m sad when I opened my laptop and worked for a few hours. I’m sad when I had my late lunch. I’m sad when I looked for a job. I brought my sadness to my afternoon nap, and I woke up again still feeling sad. I’m sad when I had my dinner. I’m sad when I watched the movie Meet Joe Black, and I’m still sad while I’m writing this.

And all of this, I don’t know why I’m sad. All I know is that I’m sad, and I just hope I will not be sad tomorrow.

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This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

So, what I can share here in under 10 minutes?

Well, yesterday I shared that I’m sad and frustrated and I don’t want to explain that further. Today, after focusing on billings and proposals, I feel better somehow. Keyword: somehow. And I still don’t want to talk about the causes of my recent sadness and frustration. Maybe I will change my mind tomorrow. Or maybe not. Whatever.

2 days before my birthday, man, and I hope to turn things around.

That’s all I can share for today.

Published on December 3, 2024 at 10:05pm. Minor edits were made at 10:08pm and at 10:12pm. Edited further on November 4, 2024 at 11:46pm. What can I say? I’m not really in a talking, er, writing mood tonight, but I need to keep the 14 Days of The Deranged Writer series going.

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This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

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