sadness – Page 3 – The Diary of The Deranged Writer

10-Minute Warning CLV

This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

So, what I can share here in under 10 minutes?

Well, yesterday I shared that I’m sad and frustrated and I don’t want to explain that further. Today, after focusing on billings and proposals, I feel better somehow. Keyword: somehow. And I still don’t want to talk about the causes of my recent sadness and frustration. Maybe I will change my mind tomorrow. Or maybe not. Whatever.

2 days before my birthday, man, and I hope to turn things around.

That’s all I can share for today.

Published on December 3, 2024 at 10:05pm. Minor edits were made at 10:08pm and at 10:12pm. Edited further on November 4, 2024 at 11:46pm. What can I say? I’m not really in a talking, er, writing mood tonight, but I need to keep the 14 Days of The Deranged Writer series going.

Song of the Moment LVII: Robin Hackett’s “Hard Left”

This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

Spoiler warning if you have not seen “Nothing Good Happens After 2am”, episode 18 of How I Met Your Mother (Season 1).

10-Minute Warning CLIII

For my 6th entry of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024), I want to share that I’m feeling the birthday blues again.

Why do I have the birthday blues today? Maybe it’s because today I did not have enough sleep, I woke up earlier than usual for work, and I had difficulty napping in the afternoon. Maybe it’s because I’m disappointed at a flaw in my recent purchase (that I only found just now, and I may or may not talk about it later). Maybe it’s because I still have not booked a table yet for my birthday dinner. Or maybe it’s all of the above.

Anyway, I hope to turn things around before or on my birthday, December 5. But for now, I’m dwelling in the dark again.