Once again, Linkin Park’s “The Messenger” is my Song of the Moment. Why? It soothes my heart which has been aching for weeks, and I will need to listen to it more in the coming days.
When you’ve suffered enough and your spirit is breaking
Linkin Park’s “The Messenger”
You’re growing desperate from the fight
Remember you’re loved and you always will be
This melody will bring you right back homewa
To my loved ones, I’m holding on. I’m really trying to hold on.
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So, what can I tell here under 10 minutes?
I’m not going to lie. I have felt physically and mentally tired for the past 2 weeks. That’s why I have not followed my blogging schedule again. That’s why it was a struggle for me to do my daily routine.
But what keeps me going are my recent “lamp posts”. The 1st lamp post: My Father bought ice cream for me last Monday afternoon. I don’t know why you did that, Father, but thank you. I appreciate it very much. And my 2nd lamp post: my weekly affogato at Satchmi. Now my week is complete, and it’s only Tuesday. To my favorite cafe, thank you once again.
Another lamp post: the half-shell Deadpool mask that I ordered last August. I think I will get it by October or November, so I should wait and keep going. I’m so excited to wear it soon; I call it an early birthday gift to myself.
And time’s up.
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Header image: Aron Yigin of Unsplash. Edited in Adobe Photoshop 2024.
Hello. Sorry for being silent the past several days. I’m at another low point and I don’t want to discuss it here on The Diary yet.
But here’s what I can share now: I’m listening to 1 of the saddest yet hopeful Linkin Park songs ever, “The Messenger”. It’s an acoustic song and the last track from LP’s 4th studio album A Thousand Suns.
When life leaves us blind
Linkin Park’s “The Messenger”
Love keeps us kind
I need to hold on tighter. I need to.
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