10-Minute Warning XCIX

In my previous post, I said I will make time to make a year-end post today. But honestly I’m still depressed, uninspired and I spent most of the day sleeping. I hate this because I don’t want to end on a sad note.

Tomorrow, the 1st thing I will do is make the year-end post that I promised, and tomorrow starts in an hour. I slept too much anyway, so why not start the end of 2023 by being productive?

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10-Minute Warning LXXVIII

I have to admit: I’m mostly lazy today.

I’m supposed to finish some billings today, but I didn’t. I’m supposed to eat on time, but I didn’t. I’m supposed to update my Moleskine journal, but I didn’t. And I’m supposed to write a Notes to Self post, but I didn’t.

But what’s the one thing that is off my lazy list? Taking care of my sick Younger Brother. I hope he gets well soon.

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10-Minute Warning LXVI

Yesterday, I woke up feeling down. So I joined my Mother and Father in their grocery shopping, and I got to buy 8 cans of Jack and Coke. That’s a maximum of 2 cans per Friday or Saturday night. Because of that, I went home feeling good… then I remembered something that broke my heart. I brought that feeling to my sleep.

Today, I got my weekly hangout at Oversight at lunchtime. I enjoyed my favorite affogato while I updated my planner/journal, so I was able to get things off my chest somehow. Then I went to Ippudo and had ramen with my Mother, Father, and Younger Brother. What a lovely lunch. After our lunch and a fresh haircut, I went home feeling good… then I remembered again that one thing that broke my heart.

What’s that one thing that broke my heart? I’m not ready to talk about that here on The Dispatch. In fact, I have never talked about it to anyone, and I would like to keep it that way for now.

Anyway, I just remembered what happened last September 17, and that makes me feel better. I should sleep better now.

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