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XL: Watch VII: Dave Grohl’s FRESH POTS Video (and How It Echoed Through The Deranged Writer’s Caffeine-Fueled Life Story)

As part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2025), and since drinking UCC Class One coffee is a part of my morning ritual nowadays, I’d like to talk about a legendary YouTube video that has stuck with me since 2010. It’s a video so memorably epic that I always remember it when I drink black coffee (or any caffeinated drink, for that matter).

I’m talking about the video titled “Dave Grohl in FRESH POTS!”

10-Minute Warning CLV

This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

So, what I can share here in under 10 minutes?

Well, yesterday I shared that I’m sad and frustrated and I don’t want to explain that further. Today, after focusing on billings and proposals, I feel better somehow. Keyword: somehow. And I still don’t want to talk about the causes of my recent sadness and frustration. Maybe I will change my mind tomorrow. Or maybe not. Whatever.

2 days before my birthday, man, and I hope to turn things around.

That’s all I can share for today.

Published on December 3, 2024 at 10:05pm. Minor edits were made at 10:08pm and at 10:12pm. Edited further on November 4, 2024 at 11:46pm. What can I say? I’m not really in a talking, er, writing mood tonight, but I need to keep the 14 Days of The Deranged Writer series going.

Song of the Moment LVIII: Linkin Park’s “In the End”

This post is a part of 14 Days of The Deranged Writer (2024).

3 days left before December 5, my birthday, and I’m back to having the birthday blues with a mix of frustration. Why? Normally I explain the cause of melancholy and frustration here on The Diary, but tonight I don’t feel like explaining at all. All I can tell is that I’m sad and frustrated and I think I will bring those feelings to my birthday itself. This is hopeless.

Speaking of hopeless, let me share my Song of the Moment: the perfect Linkin Park song about hopelessness and the band’s signature song, “In the End”.

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
Linkin Park’s “In the End”

3 days left before my birthday, and I feel like this…

The music video of Linkin Park’s “In the End”

See you tomorrow.

Edits were made on December 2, 2024 at 10:23pm.