A little part of me wants to talk about how I’m feeling today. Instead, let me quote the chorus of one of my favorite songs ever and my current LSS.
If it makes you happy
Sheryl Crow’s “If It Makes You Happy”
It can’t be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad?
That is all.
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What can I share here under 10 minutes?
After all the ruined plans, tonight I feel a better because I finally got a venue for my birthday dinner. The venue’s interior and food are great, and I’m a happy guy. Fuck yes!
Now I have to ask the people on my guestlist if they are still available on December 5. I hope they are… oh, wait. As I’m typing this, 1 already confirmed. That’s plus points for him!
Damn. Looking back at all the planning, I learned a lot and I also realized something: birthday planning is not easy. I should make that a post soon or something.
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“How are you, DW?”
“I’m OK. I’m not happy. I’m not sad. I’m just OK.”
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The Diary of The Deranged Writer 