Trigger warning: This poem has themes of depression and suicide. Please be advised.
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Smile III
Sleeping soundly while my heart is full of glee
My mind drifts to a different kind of paradise
I walk in fresh nature with someone special
Light everlasting, the cool air comforts the skin
Every second of this joy feels like eternity
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Smile (Poetry Series): I, II, III, IV
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From Afar
Getting your well-deserved promotion
Exploring the mysterious yet exciting world
I wish I could say I’m happy for you
But I can only be joyful for you from afar
The loss of someone important to you
A rejection that breaks your heart
I wish I could be there for you
But I can only be sad for you from afar
An intimate party with the ones you love
A massive show with you as the main star
I hope I can be glorious with you
But I can only say cheers to you from afar
All of these scenarios running in my mind
I’m uncertain if they happened or not
I only have these alternate trajectories
While I’m sure you’re enjoying life from afar
Then one day, the universe gave an answer
One alternate trajectory turned reality
One day, I walked and enjoyed the quiet
Then I saw you from afar
Your smile was beaming, beautiful as ever
Enjoying a meal with the ones you love
Our bond’s end shattered my world
But now I’m happy for you from afar
I have to live with the bittersweet truth:
My absence led to your happiness
So, even if it breaks my heart
I have to grow old with you from afar
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