Serial – The Diary of The Deranged Writer

Notes to Self XXIX & XXX

Since yesterday, I have had a big ball of fuming frustration in my chest, and tonight I need to let it out. This is a double-feature Notes to Self.

Trigger warning: Themes of mental illness and anxiety. Please be advised.

Song of the Moment CXVI: Motörhead’s”Till the End”

For the past several days, I’ve been all ears on all of Motörhead’s studio albums in chronological order, and last Saturday, March 28, I finally reached the last album Lemmy ever recorded with his long-time bandmates (released in 2015), Bad Magic. One song that hit me harder than their usual fast-paced ones was the slow-tempo yet still heavy track “Till The End.”

XLIX: Notes to Self XXVIII / Song of the Moment CXV

Today is the start of a heavy, personal week for me.

Because of that, tonight, I don’t want to be introspective or cheerful. Tonight, I want to be both.