The Machine gives Harold Finch and John Reese their next number: a doctor who works all day and hits the bar at night. Plus, Detectives Joss Carter and Lional Fusco finally cross paths. Tonight, let me examine one of my favorite episodes from Season 1 of Person of Interest, the fourth episode, “Cura Te Ipsum.”
Spoiler warning: This post contains major plot spoilers of the fourth episode of Person of Interest (Season 1), “Cura Te Ipsum.” If you haven’t watched it, please do so first before reading my analysis.
Navigation: Introduction, Episode Breakdown, Thoughts & Feelings, Standouts, Conclusion
Episode Breakdown
The Number
Dr. Megan Tillman (played by Linda Cardellini) is a kind, dedicated physician who is always on call during the day and likes drinking alone at the bar at night.
Victim or Perpetrator?
While Reese noticed that an investment banker and serial rapist, Andrew Benton, was constantly on Dr. Megan Tillman’s radar (from the food truck to the nightclub hangouts), it turns out that the doctor is the one stalking Benton. The doctor’s sister was raped by Benton two years ago, and it led to her suicide, so she is planning to avenge her death by murdering him and disposing of his body with chemicals in a vacation home.
In short, Dr. Tillman is the perpetrator.
Did They Stop The Crime In Time?
Earlier in the episode, Reese followed Dr. Tillman to a support group for rape victims, and they had a talk near a coffee vending machine. She’s been attending the group meetings because she knew someone who went through the same struggles (her departed sister). When Reese introduced himself simply as “John”, she gave the same pseudonym she had given Benton earlier, Kate Leman.
Later, Reese found Dr. Tillman at a diner, and Benton was inside a parked van that the doctor had rented. He reveals to her that he knows her real name and her plans to murder Benton. After much convincing from Reese (notably, he reminded her that she spent years healing people, and that killing someone would make her lose the part that matters the most), a crying Dr. Tillman handed over the van’s keys to Reese, and he gently held her hand and said, “Thank you.”
So, yes, Reese stopped Dr. Tillman from committing a violent crime, even if Benton, a vile sexual predator, didn’t deserve saving. And Reese contemplated on Benton in the same vacation home Dr. Tillman rented for the murder.
Other Threads
In the first scene, while Harold Finch had a checkup with Dr. Tillman (and switched her pager and set up hospital camera controls), she analyzed X-rays of his neck and spine, which showed the severity of his injury and why he walks the way he does.
Detective Lionel Fusco met Reese in a park. The detective handed over a previously expunged college report on Benton. With the undisclosed information and learning that Dr. Tillman’s sister was involved, it became more apparent to Reese and Finch that she would become the perpetrator.
While Detective Fusco was playing hockey with his son, Lee, he was confronted by cartel members who were after his former colleagues, notably Detective James Still (whom Reese killed in the pilot episode). They looked for the drugs Stills stole, and when Fusco said he didn’t have them, they demanded their money back, or they would kill his son.
Surprisingly, Reese helped Fusco take down the gangsters, and he stole their drugs to plant them on Andrew Benton and stage a car accident. (This is to stop Dr. Tillman from killing him at first.)
While Reese went after Dr. Tillman (as she was about to murder Benton), he was confronted by the same group of criminals, and they were able to take off his head. He was able to take them down again by revealing incriminating information about one of them, and they all argued about it. Fusco apologized to Reese for bringing him to the cartel, to which the vigilante replied, “I called in a favor. It’s time for a change of scenery.”
Detective Joss Carter continued her search for The Man in the Suit by following a lead on the evidence robbery from “Mission Creep.” She talks to Finch for the first time as he used the cover of Norman Burdette, the paralegal. During their talk, she had a hint that “Norman” and the robber exchanged words during the robbery, and he said, “stop staring at me,” and he asked to be let go.
After “Norman” explained how terrified he was, and said things differently to beg for his life, Carter stopped interrogating, gave “Norman” her calling card, and promised she would catch the vigilante.
While Reese is dealing with Dr. Tillman, to fix the situation with Detectives Carter and Fusco, he took photos of Captain Womack talking to prostitutes. With those photos, Reese blackmailed the captain to transfer Fusco to the 8th Precinct.
On Fusco’s first day, he met the person who works across his desk, Carter.
Navigation: Introduction, Episode Breakdown, Thoughts & Feelings, Standouts, Conclusion
Thoughts & Feelings
The Episode Title
“Cura te ipsum” (Latin for “heal yourself”) appears in Luke 4:23:
Et ait illis: Utique dicetis mihi hanc similitudinem: Medice cura teipsum: quanta audivimus facta in Capharnaum, fac et hic in patria tua.
Jesus said to them, “Surely you will quote this proverb to me: ‘Physician, heal yourself!’ And you will tell me, ‘Do here in your hometown what we have heard that you did in Capernaum.’”
In the previous episode, “Mission Creep”, Joey Durban has been committing crimes for a noble cause. In “Cura Te Ipsum”, Dr. Megan Tillman is about to commit a crime out of rage for the rapist who caused her sister’s inner decline and eventual suicide. Reese stops her from doing it, knowing it will ruin her from the inside, and she’s supposed to be someone who heals people.
I’d like to think that when Dr. Tillman handed over the van’s keys to Reese, that’s the start of her own self-healing (even if she still grieves for her sister), which fits the episode title.
On Grief, Tragedy, and Vengeance
What is sadder than someone’s death is the grief that all loved ones feel, and either there is no certain timeline for healing from that or no healing from that at all.
Dr. Tillman suffered a terrible loss of her sister due to suicide, and it wouldn’t have happened if Benton hadn’t rape her. Personally, I’ve lost many loved ones to natural causes, and I’ve also lost some, not because they’re dead, but because the connection died. Sadly, all we can do is carry the burden as we keep going, though understandably, that can make anyone tired, angry, or both in the long run.
And while I believe illegal and inhumane lines shouldn’t be crossed (and we need to be better than evildoers), I understand Dr. Tillman’s fuming anger and willingness to break the Hippocratic oath to avenge her sister’s death. No one wants a tragedy to their loved ones, and if ever that happens to mine, I will probably have the same rage Dr. Tillman has. But like I said, we need to try to be better than evildoers, even if we face the most difficult choices. I’m glad The Man in the Suit stopped Dr. Tillman from doing something she would never get away with, even if she did her best to cover her tracks.
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Standouts
The Twist Itself
When I first saw the episode, I honestly believed that Andrew Benton, a slimy serial rapist with drugs at his arsenal, and was on Dr. Megan Tillman’s radar in the first scenes, would be the perpetrator. But my jaw dropped when I found out that Dr. Tillman is the one stalking Benton and is the potential perpetrator.
I didn’t expect that at all. Nicely done.
Finch & Carter / Carter & Fusco
For me, the first interactions between the three main characters feel truly organic.
Firstly, when Carter questioned Finch while he pretended to be a paralegal, it seemed pleasant at first, but when Finch slipped, Carter kept digging. He was able to gather information Carter already had, while convincing her that he’s not related to The Man in the Suit, even if she still has doubts. This game of cat-and-mouse is getting more interesting.
Secondly, Carter and Fusco’s first encounter is purely lighthearted. Carter noticed Lee’s portrait and called him a “cute kid.” Fusco noticed the case Carter was working on. After all that, they introduced one another, and it ended with:
Fusco: Looks like you’re stuck with me.
Carter: (smiles) Hmm.
Scenes like that are simply heartwarming, especially in a series that involves an AI surveilling humans and deals with heavy topics like right versus wrong.
Reese & Dr. Tillman’s Diner Talk
Reese, a man whose sole purpose in life is to protect people, also left quite a body count. Finch’s job for him and becoming The Man in the Suit saved him and brought him back to his sole purpose, and he took the lessons as a cold-blooded killer with him. In turn, during the difficult talk at the diner, Reese saved Dr. Tillman from becoming a potential perpetrator and brought her back to her own purpose—saving lives through her kindness and medical expertise.
When Dr. Tillman gave Reese the keys, and he held her hand, it really warmed my heart. Her giving the keys symbolizes her handing over the burden she wanted to carry, and now he will carry it for her, not with her.
Speaking of burdens…
Reese & Benton at the Vacation Home
On the other hand, when Reese talked to a terrified Benton at a vacation home in broad daylight, with the gun in the middle of the table, he was thinking whether Benton, a serial rapist, deserves to be saved. He wrestled with being The Man in the Suit and a former government assassin. But there’s a common resolve that stays within Reese: to do what needs to be done.
Maybe it’s up to me to good what the good people can. Or maybe there are no good people. Maybe there are only good decisions.
With his hands near the gun, he said that to Benton because the supposed perpetrator (Dr. Tillman) is someone who heals, and because of his killer past, he can do the things she—and anyone, for that matter—shouldn’t do. He was thinking of making the hard call for Dr. Tillman because Benton will not stop doing evil until someone like Reese stops him.
When Benton begged for his life, he said, “Please! You don’t want to do something you’re gonna regret!” Reese, with vengeance in his eyes, bluntly asked this:
Which do you think I’d regret more? Letting you live or letting you die? Andrew, help me make a good decision.
And that very scene and episode ended abruptly. One can only assume whether Reese made Benton disappear or end up somewhere else (as fan theories developed in later episodes would suggest).
This particular scene is masterfully done; this is one of my personal favorites, not just from Season 1 but from the entire series.
Navigation: Introduction, Episode Breakdown, Thoughts & Feelings, Standouts, Conclusion
Conclusion
“Cura Te Ipsum” dealt with heavy topics such as trauma, grief, and being a necessary evil. Reese stopped a doctor from becoming a murderer while he contemplated killing on her behalf, which is a true standout for me. The episode became one of my favorites right off the bat, and it still holds up in my top 20 list years later.
Rating: 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️
Navigation: Introduction, Episode Summary, Thoughts & Feelings, Standouts, Conclusion
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